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28 aprile The End"I want to break up...Being like that is just wasting time..." Now I only know that I am the person who is wasting her time...We broke up~Since 4th August 2006 Qing yi only admited to be my girl friend and until today 28th April 2007, we had been together for 8 months and 24 days...Just a simple sign that she didn't find me for these two days and it showed our relationship is going worst now...I did~I did try my best to repair our relationship and I always complaint that the way how you treat me become cooler and cooler...I understood that you have to pay more attention on studies and yea I allowed...I reduced the time we chat and even I gave fully authority to you to plan the moment we can stick together~Since January 2007 until today, I can count that we only meet for 4 times...How shame to mention that~I think I really gave alot of freedom to you and do you misused that??I don't know what happened to you...I swear that I didn't disturb other girls and in my mind, you are the only one for me...I cried for you because I love you...because you are the only female who appears oftenly in my dream...Because of you, I argue with my mother...That is unfair~I put alot of effords in this relationship and the result is not what I wish~Is that the way God revenge??Maybe some will laugh at me that hanyi you are a loser...Ya that is me,satisfy??Why you didn't pick up my call??I want you to tell me~Break up for no reasons??Hing,Joanne and Jia tian,sorry for disturbing and wasting your time when I shared my problems with you and everything is settled now...I think you no need to listen to me anymore~Anywhere wish you all the best and bright future without my appearance~May God bless you... 19 aprile Friends"Friends" means the person one knows and likes but who is not a relation...Because of friends, they gave me a favour by helpping my father to move on his tables,chairs,cupboard,white board,drawers and others to his new office which located at Tyng Garden...First, Chu was following my parents and me to old office and take off all the plugs and wires...Damn hot to work in rooms without fans and air-con...Afterward Wong,Chui and Chak came to help us...During carrying those things,of cause some funny things happened between us (Chak always complaint that why he need to help me) and we did very hard to carry those tables and cupboard....Some of them were sent to new office while others sent to my house and uncle's house...Before we leave, I gave RM 10 to each of my friends...I know RM10 doesn't mean anything but most important is the friendship is gained in this moment and I really appreciated their help...Thanks God for bestowing me these helpful and generous friends....Because of "Friends" this word, we are ready to help everyone of our friends and may our friendship will keep on forever...Finally I wish all of you have a good and bright future wherever you go... 11 aprile MoodY~!!!What happened to me...My mood is extremely bad~!!! Suddenly I feel everything is going worst to me...I don't know~Qing yi missed call me for several times but I did the same (miss call her back) until she sent a message to me...I started being crazy and I...Scolded her is that so fun to missed call each other non-stop?? Then she was sulked at me by sending a message to me to end up our sms (short message service) time...She don't know that I am moody and she can help me if I tell her??But how??I just don't want to call her because I know I will say anything without thinking which is terrible and that may hurt her...I know everyone will says Hanyi is bad or this is my fault...yea maybe you are true...I knew she missed call me is just want me to call her back but she never know that I used over hundred Ringgit Malaysia in my mobile phone's bill last month....I am trying to control myself this month and I think I am not going to tell her about this...Would she understand it and help me to share the our phone's payment??I am totally down right now~I asked other friends to play game with me in Msn but all my asking are rejected!! With reasons -- not free??watching drama??Not expert in playing game?? Why nobody cares about me when I am moody??Cannot just acompany me??I kept asking myself is that my charateristic causing me damn failure today?? Nobody will care about me,what I am thinking,what I really need?? Why do You want to leave?? Because of your further studies...Yes I can understand that and I can't blame at you...But we can't play games and chat every night like before...I miss the moment which we all the friends can gather together and had fun together...Now we are going to have our new lifestyle,new friends,new environment,new career and new challenge in life...Does the sweetest moment which is over can rewind in this reality world??Sandakan~what can I say about the natural city??To be continue... 10 aprile Business??Desire??"Hanyi are you coming to airport??","Hanyi,when you come??I am going into departure hall"--All these I received on 10th April 2007(Tuesday)...Joanne was leaving to Singapore for her further studies... She didn't tell me that her flight is going to leave at 4.10pm while I went at 3.30pm which is so rush for me and ah vOO to reach there....We went to airport is only to capture 4 photos with her and Yen Yen who is leaving to Singapore as well...Therefore we haven't enough time to talk alot...So last night was our golden memories...I was the organizer for Joanne's farewell gathering...Around 5.55pm, Joanne was coming to fetch me and fetch her brother who was tuition at Mr.Patrick there to back home...I went to Joanne's house and waited her to change her clothes while I was watching Lucky Star in her room...We went to mile four Pizza hut and waited others to come who were Ade,Chak,Chui,Chu,Zhong kiet,Yong Siu,Voo and wonG...After our dinner, we went to Giant to have a walk there since wonG and Ade haven't come to Giant yet...After that, we went to SS2 where is located at mile 3 1/2 for drink and supper as well...We chit-chat there...Our simple gathering ended and girls back home while boys...we went to Dino...We saw some prostitutes who were standing outside "Lan Guai Fong" and looking for business....So boys~next time got another OUTDOOR activities at night ya??Just kidding~that is not a healthy activity rather than playing games at Dino... I played until 1am in the dawn then we only back home...I can't sleep at whole night, so hard for me to fall asleep...I don't know how about other boys?? 02 aprile Keranamu SeafoodToday, 2 April 2007 is my mother's birthday...During walking out to mile four, my father phoned me...He asked me whether I am still remeber that today is mother's birthday...Suddenly I was shocked!!! Oh my GOD~I forgot it...I asked Chu accompany me to Kawayi shop to seek for present for my lovely mother....We looked around the shop and Chu sugested me to buy a pair of cup with lao gong and lao po (husband and wife) words on the cups...I planned to give to my father and mother because my father is going to celebrate his birthday few days later...So I can kill two birds in one stone...I opened my wallet...SHIT!!! I didn't prepare enough money for that and Chu borrowed me money to buy it...Night time, my father brought us to Keranamu Seafood Restaurant to have our dinner...Even monday, this restaurant able to attract quite many customers to enjoy their dinner here...We waited and waited...Finally the meals were served....During having our dinner, suddenly a waitress came toward me and returned my wallet to me....When I lost it???I checked whether any important documents lost and maybe there was only RM2 inside the wallet so the waitress only return to me...??No No...their service is good,meals is delicious and the surrounding is absolutely excellent...This was my first time to visit Keranamu Seafood and there gave me a good impression about their service,cleanliness or whatever things...Well DONE~Keep it up~!!! |
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